September 15, 2000
I take back every nice thing I ever said about *M*. This ass got pissed off at me because I got mad when he asked if me and Blair would have a threesome with him. Well I'm sorry. I'm starting to gt sick of all the guys I like going after her - especially after they I know I like them. Then he started calling me obsessive and shit. Whatever! If any guy that a (decent) girl liked asked them to have a threesome with her and her best friend - of course the girl would get mad. "But it's a fantasy I've always had" - Well whoop-d-freakin-do.. isn't that every guy's fantasy?? But now he's mad at me and I'm mad at him.. but I hate it when people are mad at me. I want to apologize for blowing up but I don't want him thinking I'm giving because I'm "obsessive" and "stalking him". What a joke! I can't believe I even thought about giving up Christian for him. Even though I really like him and I have for a while.. Listen to me! I can't believe this crap is coming out!
*SMOOCHIES*
