August 29, 2000

So the cutie from Busch Gardens does have a girlfriend.. so that sucks!

So there's this guy I want, the problem is he lives a couple towns over - like an hour away. I would love to start seeing him, but I don't know if he would really make the effort to drive all the way out here to see me. He works out this way and all, but I don't really know him all that well. I'd like to, but I am kinda shy sometimes.. and we all know shyness can get the best of us! That and Matt factor into the whole situation. I don't really know what's up with us.. and I don't want to hurt him, but I never get to see him or spend time with him.. and I miss him. So if anyone out there has any advice.. I could really use some!!

*SMOOCHIES*