January 19, 2000
Alex turned out to be a total dud! I really like him too.. whatever! Patrick (not my ex) is sweet, but he lives in Richmond. I don't really have time to carry on a relationship with someone in an entirely different town. And that sucks because he's a great guy! Then there's this guy Dave who's in one of my classes who's really sweet.. eh. And there's Vic. His birthday is the day after mine.. how cool is that?? He's very sweet. I've been interested in him for a while... just never had time to go down and visit him.. so we'll see what happens.
What I don't understand is why is it that I can't find one guy out there who wants to be with me for me? Someone who wants to spend time with ME, not just because I'm a girl and I'm there. Someone who's truly interested in what I have to say, someone who would be there when I need them, go out and have fun with me. I don't understand why guys get mad when they say "Hey, wanna go out" and then get mad when I don't sleep with them! That's rude. Why is it that guys have a hard time understanding that some girls do actually respect themselves? And don't always just want SEX?!?!?!?!
NEW PICTURES SOON TO COME!!!
*SMOOCHIES*
