November 15, 2000
I scared Greg. Okay, see I tell everyone that I love them as way of showing affection. I say it to Blair, Jenny, Taco, Mike, Theresa, etc. Those are all my best friends, right? Well apparently I said it to him. It's a natural thing for me.. I can't help it - I'm a very emotional person, I want my friends and everyone to know that I do care. Well, this scared him and now he's being all weird to me. I really like him, he's such a great guy. I don't want a relationship - that would be impossible at the current time, but it would be nice to spend time with him when I go down to visit, you know? And I do go down a lot. I don't know though.. I don't want to like someone who's scared of me! I love him yes, but right now that's just as a friendly kind of love, I'd have to get to know him so much better before that changed. I am very attracted to him, I can't help that, when you like someone - you like them. You can't help your feelings, you know? This hurts.. it really really hurts.
*SMOOCHIES*
